I was too bored in lecture today, cuz I forgot my notes. So I ended up scribbling stuff on my paper, which I am totally pro at doing. Lols. If you can see what I wrote (which I think you wont be able to Lols), do note that I was listening to my mp3 and it kept playing random emo love songs. NOT me being emo. :):) That is the cue for me to update my player. OR get a new one. :)

I did mention I hate Organic Chem right? or anything related to it. =.="

AND my flies aren't laying eggs. I'm devastated. Cuz then I'll have to re-do the whole thing on Monday. T_T 

Farking stupid flies. Why can't male ones get pregnant! Urgh!! Mine on the far left, CP's, (she cut her hair today btw, and looking totally pretty, I'm jealousss. Lols) Banana's, Kf's and Sook Yee's. :)

Another crappy thing happened today. Just like a few minutes ago, I realised my specs is missing. T_T HOWWW? :( 

Damn emo now. Sigh. Wheereee aree youu specckky speccs? I think I dropped it in my lecture hall, or in the lab yesterday. :( See larh, don't keep specs in the specs box, it'll fly everywhere. Sigh :(

Howww? :(:(

NOT the end of the world cuz I have my contacts. But, I need my specs. :(:( Sigh.

Currently lying on the bed watching Smallville. Tom Welling isn't hot. I wanna watch Supernatural, but I've got too many episodes to catch up so I got fed up. Gonna go swim at 9.30am tomorrow just for fun. =.=" I'm getting really tanned. Sigh.

Its so so cold lately. Mornings & Nights. My toes are chilled and I get shivers every time I bathe. :( 

I miss home. 

Life is getting tougher here. Everything is piling up. I guess I'll have to start somewhere, someday. :( 

edit : (5mins later) Oh oh!! *excited* I found my specs! <3<3>

Sweeli.

Labels: lab, random

My fruit flies are not having sex. :( Should I stimulate them with porn? (But then I'll need to DOWNLOAD porn, which my line will never permit. =/)

HOWWWW ? I think everything is MALE in my vial. I hope some blardy miracle happens then they'll be pregnant. Hehe. Yea, I know, I sound like a bimbo. =.="

I have something to say. But see, words don't come easy. Nah, not gonna do all the dramamama, I'm so pity kinda thing here. :) Yea I know if I keep everything inside, its gonna burst out someday. Well, we'll just wait for that day to come when I can't handle all these emotions anymore aite? :)

So thats about it for today.:):)

Oh, please stupid fruit flies, get pregnant and lay your freagginnng eggs alreadydyydydyd!!

Sweeli.

Labels: lab, random

No, I did not dye my hair :)

Hence a Random (decent, sort of) picture post. Had about 30 mins of free time in Physiology lab today. :) 

Psstt! Retard pictures are only up here. Lols. :):) I wanted to post up all (about 100+) but I'm not that free. (It took me forever to get these pictures up here and in FB fml.) And the pictures are all en-larga-ble now. :D Swt, its still un-en-large-able. Ok whatver :) 

I like this emo picture of me. Haha :P

Act cute 1

Act Cute 2

Omg, beh tahan already. Lols.

It was raining fyi.

ICT

=))

Blogger is being a bitch todayy. So I'm gonna stop here.:) All other group pictures & ICT stuffs are up in FB :) And I should totally start taking pictures of the weather. Its a bloody adventure here. =X

Wondering pondering wondering. Still wondering. Super hate being in this situation where I can't figure people out. =( And I've finally figured it out. Reality is harsh eh? Yes it is, yes it is. 

xoxo, Sweeli

Labels: college, lab, mervinandgang

What did I say about not waking me up super early? :( But Sook Yee needed something. So, whatheheck right. 

Oh, so I think I'm addicted to Pavillion. =.=" Keep going there and there only. 

Some pictures from yesterday. Super lazy to upload it in FB. But I have to? Lazy. Laters when I have the patience. Lols. :):) And Pavillion is so pretty! (You'll see why laters) With all the Christmas Decor. I <3>

Anyways, we watched Poker King and 2012 yesterday. Ku-dos to both movies. :) Not a total waste of money. But we sat at the 2nd and front row respectively. =.=" But but we did not end up with neck aches. Haha.

And since we watched 2 movies, :( we didn't get to go to the bazaar. They purposely lorh! So I won't spend money on clothes. Look at my greatness greatness friends larh. Lols. So I basically didn't do anything yesterday but take pichass and watched movies and popcorn + all the little things. :D

Starting off with Toy Story! :D:D (The pictures look blur due to resizing. Hehe. Wait for the clearer ones in FB perhaps? :) )

<3>

My love affair. Lols. :) Oh! Edwin curang-ed on me! :( Now I'm lost of a cheap bf. Any takers? HAHA

And I basically had to take a picture everywhere with every decor I can see that has the least people.  =.=" But of course larh, I'm not gonna put up all. =.=" I need to go for class. LOL.

The sleigh! Before.

Rudolf! After

The sleigh again :D

Ok name all the raindeers! Dasher, Dancer, Prancer and Vixen? I'm actually singing the song in my head now. =.="

More decors. Me <3>

More sleigh! 

Red flowers. Anyone know what these are called? Definitely no mistletoe.

White Christmas in a bookstore. I forgot the name =.="

Fugly picture of me, but nice ling-longs. :D:D Lols.

They even had Barbie flown in for Christmas! :D:D (Ok I don't think they're for Christmas. Lols)

I have more, but I'm too lazy. Haha.

But I totally love the Wedding Series Barbies. :D Especially the one with Vera Wang. When I grow up (which I am already =.=") I wanna get married in a Vera Wang's design. LOL. What? A girl can dream okaayy. (FYI to those who doesn't know what or who is Vera Wang, do google her up, shes like a fab designer for wedding dresses and everrryyyonnneee loves her dresses. Lols)

And Paik Mun is in <3<3<3>

And a few random pictures of us while waiting for 2012. (Yea yea, we did a movie marathon wth. But its only 2 movies, its not counted as marathon. Hehe)

Speedo! I'm thru and thru Arena. Haha

LOL. Private joke of the day. Lols. :P

Random wet picture. My thighs look humongous but I got wet for this. So I'm posting it up. HAHA :P

Picha of da day : 

I realised I always walk like that. =.= I have another picture taken like this during my outing with Jill and Sangeet (which wasn't the peak of my life. Haha. So I'm not posting it up) and I walk exactly like that. =.="

I see I'm being very self-centered in this post cuz 90% of the pictures have yours truly only. But nvrm larrhh. Hehe. Non-ugly pictures will be up in FB soon. :)

Ok gtg bathe and go to class now. Ciao :):)

xoxo, Sweeli.

Labels: christmas, pavillion

I do not know why I'm updating in the mornings. :D

What I shouldn't do today :

Do NOT say hi to random babies.

Do NOT make silly faces.

Do NOT spend money on clothes.

Do NOT spend money on shoes/heels/flats. oh, FOOTWEAR. 

Do NOT visit all nearby malls.

Do NOT watch random movies.

Do NOT eat Subway.

Do NOT make everyone walk the whole mall with me.

Do NOT get that MNG Bag.

Do NOT keep repeating someone's name wtf. LMAO. 

Do NOT start a movie marathon.

Do NOT sing to random songs.

What I should totally do today:

Do eat popcorn. (This is a must.! :D)

Do dress properly.

Do wear safety pants. LOL

Do talk more.

Do smile more.

Do go to the bazaar.

Do come back before 6. (To finish Genetics. =/)

Do take only RM50 out. (Not gonna happen.)

Do take more pichas! 

Do listen to more songs and stay focused.

Do, maybe, buy a dress from somewhere? Hehe.

And Christmas is coming! :D:D 

Idk why I don't give a crap about birthdays(not even mine), anniversaries, chinese new year, etc etc. I only care for Christmas. Haha. Tho I don't get that many presents. Was never really thought the tradition of exchanging gifts for occassions. :)

Ok so Christmas is coming! Like more than 1 month away! Ok hype hype! I wanna get super biggy light decor and hang it around my bed here. LOL. And get mistletoes for my door. Lols. Ok lar, not gonna happen. Cuz I don't treat hostel as my home/2nd home. So don't have to decor. Lols. :p I use to do alot of handmade stuff last time, like cards and stuff. I lost my skills here.  :( I'm losing so many things these days.

I miss home. :(

And people should stop waking my up super frigging early on weekends. :( Edwin & Hesh called me at 3am last night. First thing I heard was :

Sweeli!! My house on fire.

Sweeli!! My house on fire.

Sweeli!! My house on fire. 

In so not kan cheong type of voice. Lols. My retard friends. :) Oh, his house wasn't on fire. Lols. And J woke me up at 8am on Sat. fml. I'm already waking up at 7am on normal days. T_T

Ok, gonna go out. :)

xx, Sweeli

Labels: random, updates

Nope, no BuzzLightyear or Toy Story here :) But I sure miss Woody! (Not too much Tom Hanks tho, tho they are the same. =.=)

I'm so so sooooo bored, I don't wanna do Genetics cuz my math sucks (more specifically, probabilities) I'll be emo nemo if I can't get a solution.

So I'm down to this level of listening to a song and typing out the lyrics wtf.

Jason Walker - Down (Awesome Possum song :D)

i dont know where im at

im standing at the back

im tired of waiting

waiting here in line

hoping that ill find

what ive been chasing

i shot for the sky

im stuck on the ground

so why do i try, i know im gonna fall down

i thought i can fly

so why did i drown?

never know why, its coming down down down

not ready to let go 

cuz then ill never know

i could be missing

but im missing way to much

so when do i give up?

what ive been wishing for

i shot for the sky

im stuck on the ground

so why do i try,

i know im gonna fall down

i thought i could fly

so why did i drown?

never know why, its coming down down down

oh, im going down down down

cant find another way around

and i dont wanna hear the sound

of losing what i never found

i shot for the sky

im stuck on the ground

so why do i try

i know im gonna fall down

i thought i could fly

so why did i drown? 

i never know why, its coming down down down

i shot for the sky, im stuck on the ground

so why do i try, i know im gonna fall down

i thought i could fly

so why did i drown?

its coming down down down.

And all that is done in 4mins (the duration of the song.)

Now, what else can I do? T_T

Ok another song,

Matt Nathanson - All We Are

Tasted tasted love so sweet

all of it was lost on me

bought and sold like property

sugar on my tongue

kept falling over

kept looking backwards

went broke believing

that the simple sound be hard

all we are we are,

all we are, we are

and everyday is a start

of something beautiful

wasted wasted love for you

traded it  out for something now

but its hard to change the way you lose

if you think you never won

cuz all we are, we are

all we are, we are

and everyday is a start

of something beautiful

and in the end, words wont matter

cuz in the end nothing stays the same

and in the end dreams just scatter

and fall like rain

cuz all we are, we are

all we are, we are

and everyday is a start

of something beautiful

something .....(i cant get this word =.=)

all we are, we are,

all we are, we are

and everyday is a start of something beautiful,

something beautiful.

That took about another 4mins of my life. Ok what to do next? Btw, both songs are from The Vamp Diaries. Vampire movies have emo nemo songs :D:D 

OMG BORED. Somehow, since I'm no more fun, everyone is ignoring me fml.

Oh oh, you know what, the lyrics gives a repeated hour glass shape if you look carefully. :D

Gee, I'm mad when I'm bored. T_T I wanna go outt. T_T But I feel bad. But I wanna go out. But I'm going out tomorrow. Can I finish my work tonight? :D:D YES YOU CAN! YES!!

Where should I go? Where where? Hermm. T_T (After 5 secs) Nowhere interesting to go. T_T

Sigh, sien sien sien. Will type more lyrics later if I'm that bored. T_T

edit : BORED (12.25pm)

Taylor Swift - Mary's Song 

she said, i was 7 and you were 9

i looked at you like the stars that shined in the sky

pretty lights

and our daddies used to joke about the two us

growing up and falling in love

and our mommas smiled

and rolled their eyes

and said, oh my my my

take me back to the house in the backyard trees

said you'll beat me up, you were bigger than me

you never did, you never did

take me back when our world was (i cant get this)

i dared you to kiss me and ran when you tried

just two kids, you and i

oh, my my my

 i was 16 when suddenly 

wasnt that little girl you used to see

but your eyes still shined like pretty lights

our daddies used to joke about the two of us

they never believed that we'd really fall in love

and our mommas smiled and rolled their eyes

and said oh my my my

take me back to the creek that's reaching (what?)

2 am riding in your truck

and all i need

is you next to me

take me back to the time we had our very first fight

slamming on doors instead of kissing goodnight

you stayed outside till the morning light

oh my my my my

a few years have gone and come around

we were sitting at our favourite spot in town

and you looked at me, got down on one knee

take me back to the time when we walked down the aisle

our whole town came

and our mommas cried

you said i do, and i did too

take me home where me met so many years before

we will rock our babies on the very front door

after all these time, you and i

ill be 87 you'll be 89

ill still look at you like the stars that shined in the sky

oh my my my

Sweeli.

Labels: boredome, lyrics, music

Currently watching : The Vampire Diaries. Loving the biting and squishing sound effects. Lols.

Right, so I've been watching a lot of drama series lately. (I kinda don't like watching chinese series anymore cuz I can't understand what they are saying. Lols. So basically I'll only watch those series that has mesmerizing actors! :D:D ) Actually not that many larh, more to Gossip Girls, OTH, Vampire Diaries, and Heroes. I stopped watching House cuz it needs my attention. Haha. I'm too busy to pay attention to my movies but I'm still watching (like what I'm doing now. Lols)

Right so back to the dramamamas. So actually, I was kinda interested in journalism last time. I liked writing and playing with words and writing long long grandmother stories. :):) I use to write letters. (To think back, it was kinda silly. Lols.) But now, if you'd ask me to write, I can't really express and come bare like that anymore. See what time has turn me into. Lols. :) But at least I maintain a blog (which I think, has alot of long grandmother stories too =.=). But my vocabs are like a 5yr old's. =.=

Right, about the movies. I think I'm gonna venture into script-writing next time. Lols! I love how they are able to manipulate words and express how the character feels at that moment, at that time. I don't think normal, reality people can do that. Lols.

Like when we are hurt, we keep our tears in, put on a strong face and say and act like its all frigging okay. When we lie, when we love, when we try to come clean.  They speak their mind. And we'd usually think that they reflect us and how we live our lives. 

Thats when things go wrong. We are NEVER that dramatic. Never that truthful. Never that hurt. NEVER ever that tactless. NEVERRR that loving or caring.! And I find people expressing love everywhere in words is kinda revolting. =.=" Howww? I don't know whyy. Lols. Its just IS. I just can't see what the big hoo-haa is it all about. Hehe. (I'm cold, I know.)

Alright, not even in movies. Songs. Gosh. Words run deep. And foreverrrr, we relate ourselves to them. I used to too. Damn, it was mental really. Somehow, one day, I woke up and realised, wtf, my life isn't really that miserable. I don't go drinking alcohol everyday getting wasted. Or take drugs. Of course I was miserable at timess. But I'm not wasted.

You know what, I don't like this long winded post, I'm getting annoyed with myself. So back to what happened to me for the past few days. :) 

Finally finished my blardy Transition Elements report. Then I kinda went on a holiday mood. Lols. So I didn't touch any of my notes, books, reports, tutorials etc for 2 days already. Now I'm seeing the pile up fml. 

Today CP and KF went swimming. Then they went back cuz they felt only two was weird? . =.=" I then woke up from my beauty sleep and went with them again. Lols. I'm so sweet kan? Haha. I'm getting bored with swimming. Need.to.get.a.new.entertainment.

Theres a bazaar again on Sunday in Zouk. I don't want to miss it this time. T_T So I'm going. I don't care. I'm going. Even if I'm going alone. :D And I'm watching 2012 soon! New Moon is on 26th.! Its end of week 6 already and I'm feeling pressured cuz another 6 weeks, finals is here. I haven't given a thought about my internship or my final year project. :( 

Did I say my life wasn't miserable? Well, it is now? Lols. I don't know why I wrote this post. So essay-ish. Me no likey. Hence the title. My life is such a bore these days. I'm no more fun to be with. :( I don't smile that much. I don't laugh that much. I don't even feel happy that much. 

See that face? Its not even real. Crap I look fat wtf. Why can't I be like normal girls wanting to look pretty? T_T

Sigh, I need to get a life. I wanted to go shopping (cuz I was complaining that I haven't bought anything lately, which is a sad thing.) then I remembered I spent like ALOT in Cotton On last month. See, I hate running on a budget. But its a good thing that I am? My mum will love this. Haha.

So to stop myself from buying super expensive stuff, I bought stuffs that I NEED. (not WANT. Such big difference there.) Like, HAIR CONDITIONER! LOL. It was on SALE. And I bought like an effing big bottle for Rm14. :D And a swim cap! To save my hairrr.! :):) 

Ok I'm done. Goodbye. :)

Sweeli.

Labels: boredome, college, random